In 2013 God made me a promise. He told me that he
would remove the tares that were put in me when I
was yet in my mother’s womb and that he would make
me whole. At this time in my life, I could hear God, but
my darkness could not comprehend Him. I was subject
to the entrapment of pain, rejection, regret,
disappointment, rage, SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) and
severe brain washing that had sunk its roots into the very core of who I thought I
was. I had no identity, I had no peace. During this period, the Lord was continuing a
good work in me, but time and space had not yet brought to the Divine Intervention
he had promised me.
Last April (2018) After years of seeking, searching, rehab and counseling. I began to
cry out to God and remind Him of the promise He had made me. I knew that
something hidden deeply with in me remained untouched by His power. There was
a fortified separation between my spirit, soul and body. Although I was surrounded
by mighty people of God on a daily basis that were teaching, guiding, loving and
praying for me, these walls could not be penetrated.
I was desperate. I found myself googling my “symptoms” on my phone! My search
pulled up an article with the heading, “Broken Soul Ministry”. I was expecting
medical journals to pull up or descriptions of my psychological depravity of
incurable states of mind… but God.
Once again, God’s righteous right hand reached down and caused divine
intervention to miraculously manifest in my life. As I read the broken soul article, I
could sense an immediate number sequence unlock the gate to the fortified city of
my heart, soul and body. Before I was even able to speak to anyone from Operation
Light Force team, I began asking Jesus to be my savior from different places inside of
me. This provoked hope and faith to rise up in me and the promise the Lord made
me in 2013 to come alive. A few months later, I had my first session with Richard
Mull and this team. In this first session and every session that has followed, I am
here to testify, that this ministry will speak what Holy Spirit has been speaking to
me- from scripture, prophetic words and even songs that Holy Spirit has been using
to minister to me! Every session parts of my soul that are trapped in darkness and
unbelief receive the love of Christ, salvation and his resurrection power. With the
gentleness of a summer breeze, the Lord uses Richard and his team to do the work
of making me WHOLE! I am amazed at the dramatic results that I experience during
each strategic session. But the healing that comes after my soul is restored to the
Lord, is the picture I want to paint.
Imagine with me, if you will, a tar pit. In this bottomless tar pit are traumas such as
SRA (satanic ritual abuse), abandonment, severe physical and verbal abuse.
Emotional neglect, addictions, secret societies, confusion hate, hopelessness, false
doctrines and torment. Worst of all, the shame of inflicting some of these same
traumas on my family, my children and others in my path, all being trapped in this
vortex of time with no oxygen and no light. This was where my body, soul and heart
were lost and being tortured I was blind, dumb and deaf. Operation Light Force,
cloaked in a mantle of revelation knowledge and grace used their weapons of
warfare to save me from myself.
I now see color, I breath the very breathe of God. I am now free to love, to live and
believe in, “good”, to believe in me. I drink from the crystal sea and I eat from Tree of
life (which, I must say, the fruit is heavenly!) I feel the sun kiss my skin and I take my
time everyday anticipating what God has planned for me. I walk in expectation with
my head held high as the Lion of the tribe of Judah roars within my heart causing my
heart to beat for what makes His beat. Jesus has restored back to me my strength
I am and will be eternally grateful to Richard Mull and his team at Operation Light
Force for answering the call to the Army on my behalf of the commander of the
Army of the Lord. I hope to one day join their ranks and in turn, give to others what
has been given to me.